My battle at home (Covid19) Entry 1

I saw my baby girl yesterday for the first time in 8 days. 

My heart is crushed. 

I am having to separate myself from her because of the global pandemic that started in CHINA in December of 2019.

Today is March 22, 2019, marks the 40th anniversary of my birth father's death.

I believe he literally hated me, he wouldn't spend time with me, or talk to me about anything. He'd just rather beat the shit out of me, rather than explaining to me about what I had done wrong.

But today, my distance from my daughter,  reminds me of how much I love her.

I am working around the public every day, and every day here in Greenville SC, the numbers as re increasing rapidly.

So many people are are so literally stupid when it comes to how dangerous this virus is.

Trying to compare it to influenza. 

I am trying to keep my distance from my daughter, just in case I am a carrier of this virus and I don't know it.

You can be a carrier of COVID-19 and be very contagious, even with no fever or symptoms. 

May God give me the strength to do what's best for my daughter. 

I will begin today, with a periodical blog/journal about what is going on in my life. 

Just in case I am one of the unlucky ones to be stricken by this evil disease.

Bobby 

Daddy loves Bella!

Never allow your struggles to determine your self worth nor the possibilities of your future...

(No matter how hard life is at the moment, it in no way determines your future... BobbyD)

IS YOUR CHURCH ACTUALLY A STOREHOUSE OF GOD?

        40 years ago...My dad died in the month of march, 1979..

My mom raised 2 little boys 11 and 7 alone..

Her only income was the money she made cleaning houses while we were in school.

She was NEVER on ANY TYPE of government assistance and she taught us to be the same...

       We struggled every month, I thank god for the eggs from my grandfather's farm and the beef he would fill our freezer with whenever he would process one of his cattle.

Our CHURCH never gave us a DIME...never showed up at our doorstep with food or offered to help repair things on our home...

I said all that to say this....

Is your Church a STOREHOUSE? 

Or just a Christian gathering place?

Does your Church only beg for money to expand the grounds or do they help the widows, elderly and children in need?

        I ask you this....Who lives within a 2 mile radius of your Church? 

       Are there any elderly who have to choose between their medication or loaf of bread?

Do you realize that a single mom who doesn't want to work can get a government check and free food...but a widow or elderly CANNOT?

Stop saying you have a food pantry and waiting for people to show up...bag it up and take it to their doorstep...

I watched my mother struggle financially and refuse to tell ANYONE..not ever her own dad...

I listened to her cry and beg God to tell her what to do...

I would listen to her try and talk to my dad in heaven and ask him what to do...

Transform your Church into the STOREHOUSE God intended to be and it will grow beyond anything you could ever imagine...

We will take on a multimillion dollar church mortgage but won't pay a single power bill for someone in need...or pay for a single prescription for an elderly widow....

LET THAT set in for a little while....