???To be continued..........

It's frustrating when you see your life heading in the total opposite direction you originally intended... not once....but over and over again. You try to consistently do the right things... according to the Word...AND to the expectations of society... You try to be humble... You push your patience far beyond what you ever thought it could be... You mask the pain to protect those around you... You hide the tears because the ones closest to you will use it once again as an excuse to call you weak... Your no longer welcomed to "Be yourself" due to unforeseen circumstances... But still....beyond the ashes and beneath the waves life must go on..... To be continued????......

Shut up and act STUPID...works best sometimes...

Sometimes I wish I was really as stupid as some people think I am... it sure would save me a LOT of trouble trying to convince them I really do know what I'm doing.... Gah!

Fatigue...

The race I have ran...has many times left me laying on my face... The road in life I chose to conquer is finally beginning to take its toll on my soul... How many more miles can I endure..? Only God knows.... How many more disappointments can I overcome...? Only God knows... But what I do know is this.... ...no matter how many times i get kicked in the teeth.... I WILL get back up.... but only a little slower, than I did the last time...

Laughingstock....

Never share your deepest hopes and dreams with ANYONE who doesn't share the same hopes and dreams....

Travel light..

Sometimes the road your travel is best traveled in silence....

Paying the Price ...

One thing I've finally learned... No matter how hard you try... No matter how much you cry.... Some things never change... So I've finally learned to accept it as a penance to be paid for the rest of my life.... For all the sour seeds I've sown in my past ....