I am in the wilderness you are in the music,
in the mans car next to me,

somewhere in my sadness,
I know I won't fall apart completely,

when I need to be rescued, and I need a place to swim,

I have a rock to cling to in the storm,

when no one can hear me callin',

I have you I can sing to..

And I know this and I know my life....

You are the lovers rock...the rock that I cling to,

you are the one, the one I swim to in a storm like a lovers rock...

SADE... Epic....

thank you SADE...
I will dream of this til the day I die...
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Even when being alone is by choice...

Lonely sucks...
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The problem with a lot of women now days is the fact they want to judge the strength of a man by the number of tears they shed when their heart has been shattered.
The strength for a man comes in the moment of adversity, not in time of pain.
It takes more strength for a man to have a caring heart than for a man not to even care at all...
Would you rather have a man with a soft heart, that will share YOUR pain...
or a man to look you in the eye when your heart is broken, and tell you
to get over it...?

2010 Ding Ding......the never ending bout (no corners...no ref...no soft canvas to fall on...just me and life.....toe to toe...)

I've never had "simpler" times in my life..

it has always been a battle to survive..

from all the way back as a child and having my real father literally beating me half to DEATH for nothing more than spilling my milk....all the way up to what all is going on in my life now..
DEATH kind of SCARES me.. But I have PEACE in my heart knowing that,

at least when I DIE ..my battles will be over...

I have no children..no wife..nothing....so...what's the use....

I'm in a dark place right now, just praying for someone...

to turn on the light........

(Little did i know, back when I wrote this...where I would be in the year 2020.....with a beautiful 6 year old little girl that holds my heart in her hands...
NEVER give up on life....
Because everything you are fighting with now...
Is ONLY TEMPORARY)